Lonel-

The home that it once was

does not feel like it anymore does

The whole that it made me feel

left a hole that can't be filled 

The family that once supported me

feels like is going apart from me

Affection searching for me like an X-ray

oh did I ever mention I'm Lead by the way

Like a path of Mobius strip

this loneliness has held me in its grip

Methylated spirit for my physical wounds

what do I apply for my bleeding soul?

Like Helen Keller from within

to me freedom is a sin

Like a bird on a wire

Cohen's words set my pain on fire

Alcohol numbs the pain away

Cannabis pumps my smile for a day

All cohesive with depression to anxiety

Can I please live just for one day?

Like a morsel of batter forgotten in a deep fryer

I feel grounded like a burnt toast with butter

Like a blind mime running through the streets of Paris

Like a constellation not knowing Polaris

I feel lost in a certain way

Like a fisherman on a boat from the shore far away

Living my life singing Yellow Submarine 

Lying that this is my last smoke of green

Going through a day feeling like the Rocket-Man

But always wanting to drive off a bridge like Stan

Oh how long will this loneliness stay

Can't take it anymore being forgotten like D.R.E