Sea Shell

Like an empty sea shell

shouting so much yet so hollow

only can be heard from the close

only if you take me in

give me a  chance to play you the ocean

always in a fear of being tossed around

always knowing I am being

covered in dirt

kicked around 

a crippling drop inside me wants to sink back in the ocean

a crawling worm wants me to be its home

not too pretty to be in someone's décor

not too unique and rare to be kept

I lie there on the shore waiting for the wave to take me to new places

as I hope that it brings a new change in me

with that hope I swirl back to my darkness.